Routine of Graduate School

I’m writing because I feel trapped and stressed, but don’t know why. Well, some stress is due to worrying about the future – future comprehensive exams and this summer of field work and a statistics exam (when I haven’t even met the professor yet). It is only 9:30pm, but I accomplished what I feel is adequate for the day’s work: 1 hour of Thai language practice, yoga, chapter notes from statistics, some organization of journal articles. I know I am lucky to have the opportunity of graduate school, yet my soul doesn’t grasp that and run with it. I can’t pull out that excited, motivated feeling. I just want to get on with the semester and get on to Thailand. (Yet, I know I will be in even more of a funk there). I feel like I need a shot of espresso for my outlook and mood.